Tuesday, November 17, 2009

A Dream.....

“A dream is a wish your heart makes When you're fast asleep In dreams you will lose your heartache Whatever you wish for you keep Have faith in your dreams and someday Your rainbow will come smiling through No matter how your heart is grieving If you keep on believing The dream that you wish will come true A dream is a wish your heart makes When you're feeling small Alone in the night you whisper Thinking no one can hear you at all You wake with the morning sunlight To find fortune that is smiling on you Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow For all you know tomorrow The dream that you wish will come true.”

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Fate....or just good timing

Yesterday was an interesting day....I ran into a friend that I havent spoke to in 6 months. Its surprising that we live so close to each but never crossed paths. He had been on my mine alot the past couple of weeks. And from what he says I was on his as well.

So this is basically what happened....I went to publix to buy something for lunch since my mom did not cook what I asked her too...which in turn left me with no lunch. Just a side note I hate the mall food court. As Im walking into publix I felt someone touch my neck. I turned around thinking it was just some random person..my heart dropped as it was none other than "Mr. Brown Sugar". My heart was pounding so hard...I didn't know what to think or even say. But he broke the ice by saying "I could recognize that ass any day"...lol. Of course we caught up as best we could within the 20 mins we spent walking around the store. He is still with the psycho chick(if you read my blogs its the chick from my posting called "Myspace Drama") she brings me up everyday...lol. Now him and I dont talk at all but she is still worried about me which i think is funny. I'm not the type to break up a happy home which is why I him be. He also spoke about certain things going on in his life and how he wish I was there for him because I'm the only person that knows how to handle him. I told him about all the going ons in my life which he somehow already knew...lol. We basically run with the same circle but stay away from places we know we will see each other. I let him know how much I missed having him in my life...after all he is one of my best friends. It felt so good to see him but the time went by too fast. This happened just yesterday and we cant even speak....its so hard knowing that a person is so close yet so far away.I know that him and I will ending up being together cause we have been through way to much just to give up on each other. As we are saying goodbye he asked me one question...."are we still brown sugar?" with a smile on my face I looked him in the eyes and said "if you even have to ask there's something wrong with you."

So this blog is dedicated to you "Mr. Brown Sugar" cause you said I never write blogs anymore. So hopefully you will read this and know that I'm thinking about you. And how much you truly mean to me.....Love you...

you are the perfect verse over a tight beat!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


Sorry I have been M.I.A for so long. There has been alot going on. I have been working more, I just got a house that I'm closing on Friday, and just been spending alot of time with my fam. Oh and of course my best friend came into town and we partied for a week straight....Since I hardly blog any more....I decided to give you all the way you might be about to get a hold of me....
AIM- XmsminnieeX
Twitter- twitter.com/xmsminnieex

Myspace- myspace.com/glamorousdiva

Facebook- smh...i dont know the url...lol
With all the site out there its too hard to keep up. My new addiction is Twitter...so thats where I spend the most of my time....

Here are some new pix....enjoy

Kristen & Me
Missy and Me


Friday, January 9, 2009

Ball of Confusion??

Lately...I have been seriously confused. Ugh between men and friends and I use both terms loosely. Is cheating the new black? And is lying a part time job for friendships? As well all know...

I'm always having some type of man drama. I'm still attracting men with girlfriends/ wifeys. I mean what's really good with that? Where ever the sign on my body that says if you have a wifey come holla at me I want it taken off of me now! In a day and age where I don't think people really value relationships...I'm stuck trying to find a real SINGLE man that won't cheat. Believe me its like finding a needle in a hay stack. Then the other problem is if I have a man will he cheat on me?? Well my answer is yes. I think all men cheat. Now I'm not gonna put all my business out there but I know many guys that have a wifey and fool around with other chicks. Just know that I don't play #2 very well, because #2 is the first loser and who the hell wants to be that??

Why is it that when you start to vibe with someone you push things a little faster then you should?? I started kicking it with this guy but its only been a week. I love spending time with him but I can't allow myself to get too close. He has a lot of good qualities but also has a few things I don't like. I don't trust any man as far as I can throw him. And lately guys haven't had a good track record with me. I have become so heartless due to all the shit that has happened to me. So I either rush things or I freak out and mess them up. So now of course he's being distant....but is he really someone I wanna be with?? Who the fuck knows....certainly not me.

Friends....they are just as hard to find as a real man. Now I'm not going to talk about this long but. I feel like I only have a few true friends. When I say a few I mean like 3 or 4. Everyone else to me is fake or people I chill with every once in awhile. Basically, if your my friend you don't need to lie to me. Just me honest please. Honestly is the key to any relationship. And why lie about something that broke up our friendship once before. I give people 3 chances and if you mess choose to use them on the same mistake that's on you. Is a guy really worth a friendship? I think not especially when he's trying to play both of you.

Well, I think I have said all I needed to say for one night. The year has been great other than this few issues...much love to all my blogheads. I hope your having a great new year!